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| Do you remember the promise you made on this day 5 years ago?
"Whenever I'm in trouble, my hero will come and rescue me."
...I want to experience that at least once.
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| I don't know why it's so foggy outside,
I guess it could just be the heat from our heads.
I keep driving, even though I can't see;
I've been down here a million times,
I know where this road takes me.
My foot's on the gas pedal, I'm pushing it, I'm pushing it.
Can't you tell I'm not going to slow down?
I feel almost like I'm paralyzed
To the point of no return and I know you're worried
Because I can see it in your eyes.
I hope you have a backup plan
In case we crash and burn in a fiery blaze.
Careful now, you wouldn't want to hit your head.
I'm losing conciousness and control.
It'll be painless, though, 'cause we're already dead.
I guess I couldn't save us, I'm sorry,
But I'm tired of driving and getting nowhere.
We started out with a full tank but now it's empty.
And I keep driving anyway,
Even though I'm unable to see.
When we go down I hope you'll hold on to me,
So we might see each other later on,
In a better place, at a better time.
Don't forget me, okay? I'll see you there.
Here's to hoping you'll always be mine.
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| I sit here, hoping tomorrow will come soon
While my father hangs himself in the upstairs bathroom
I play with my toy cars out on the pool deck
As he gasps for breath, the rope tight around his neck
And I wonder if it's my fault he's taking his life
After all, he's got the rest of a loving family and a beautiful wife
Remembering when I told him I loved him last
Has become quite impossible; time gos by so fast
I can still hear him gagging and choking up there
And all I'm going to do is sit here in my little chair
The radio is playing his favorite song
Maybe that's why he's hanging on for so long...
the upstairs bathroom bas become a bloody mess
What else he has done to himself is anyone's guess
I wish i could cut him down from his high noose
But I'm too short to reach the rope, I'm of no use
He's not around anymore to bitc about what he needs
An undone roll of toilet paper is on the floor, it reads
"I left because I do not care anymore
I can't seem to find out what I'm here for
don't worry, though, I'm not here to bother you now
I finally realized I was a pain; you should know, please don't ask how
I put this family through too much shit, I don't deserve to live
So go on and thank God that it was my life I had to give"
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| i think i was lying on a bed of nails waiting for you
but you never came
and i never really found out why
something about picking someone up
and going to a bar to have a few drinks
i hope you don't drive home alone
by the way
you left the phone off the hook
and you forgot to call me
so i hope you're not dead
or on the brink of death
because i forgot to tell you i love you
i didn't want to make this into a love song
it was supposed to be somewhat
of a sad, depressing thing
something to rattle the tear ducts
and jog bad memories
memories that bring pain and anguish
look, there's something that i wanted to tell you
but i never got around to saying it
i never got up the courage to speak it
so i hope that you're listening
where ever you happen to be
i just wanted to say that i love you
it only took me a couple minutes to write this
but these feelings have been around for years
so i hope you heard me say that i love you
because i'm not so sure it was loud enough
some feedback would be nice, though
a simple repetition of my words
i love you | | |
| i dont want to love anymore
i don't want to feel anymore
inside my heart a fond memory has been destroyed
cut out with a dull kitchen knife
and placed in an acid bath
so you can watch it sizzle and be eaten away
and the blood on my fingers will drip
onto your pretty, white coat
while youre out walking your scotty dog
in the park after dark
and ill cut your heart out with a
dull kitchen knife and listen to you scream
la la la
la la la
wait for me on the other side | | |
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